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i hate school so much i hate myself so much i hate my life so much i love allen so much i hate that...

Mon, 01 Apr 2013 04:53:34 -0400

i hate school so much i hate myself so much i hate my life so much i love allen so much i hate that i cant do anything right i hate that im so lazy i hate that everything is happening so quickly im so frustrated i feel stuck

i feel as though im doing nothing but everything is just so chaotic

even when i am still and quiet and not doing anything, i feel like everything is happening

i want to move out

i want to lose weight

i want to quit eating all together

but at the same time i want my eating disorders to just fuck off

im so angry im so mad i dont know what im feeling i am sad too

allen and painting and weed and xbox are like the only things i like anymore

i feel so bad for all of my friends

i just blow them all off

i only have missed calls in my phone and i wish that wasnt how it was

im just so scared i dont want to think about them going away for college and im just gonna stay here being a fucking loser doing nothing and rotting away

i dont even care

but at the same time i do

i care so much

i miss my dad and i just want to feel normal

you are so beautiful

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 02:02:08 -0400

thanks so much :)

I feel empty, I feel bored, I feel sad, I feel alone

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 01:50:32 -0400

I feel empty, I feel bored, I feel sad, I feel alone

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Sun, 04 Nov 2012 14:10:36 -0500

#instatramp

Sun, 04 Nov 2012 14:09:40 -0500

#instatramp

literally have a million custom video orders to make today. wutamigonnado.

Sun, 04 Nov 2012 14:05:01 -0500

literally have a million custom video orders to make today. wutamigonnado.

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Fri, 02 Nov 2012 21:25:45 -0400

time to go get high so i dont start crying!~*

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 15:52:00 -0400

time to go get high so i dont start crying!~*

im just waiting to be better. i feel like im almost there. i really am so close.

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 01:31:07 -0400

im just waiting to be better. i feel like im almost there. i really am so close.

licknshit: I want a bath with them in at home

Thu, 01 Nov 2012 23:52:20 -0400

licknshit:

I want a bath with them in at home

hey wanna join my anime page on facebook if yes go to facebook and search CrazyyAnime thx for your help were looking for new member (:

Thu, 01 Nov 2012 23:51:07 -0400

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Thu, 01 Nov 2012 23:50:31 -0400

I think you being a bulimic smoker is my favorite thing about you. You're perfect.

Thu, 01 Nov 2012 23:49:07 -0400

haha what an interesting thing. thank you i suppose. but i am far from perfect. :)

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Thu, 01 Nov 2012 23:47:44 -0400

I love you smoking videos with black lipstick. You are a Goddess. Will you blackmail and financially dominate me?

Thu, 01 Nov 2012 23:47:12 -0400

Thank you!

happy halloween! smoking video 6 all dressed up in my japanese...

Sat, 27 Oct 2012 21:10:25 -0400

happy halloween! smoking video 6

all dressed up in my japanese school girl uniform! :)

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Thu, 25 Oct 2012 16:06:58 -0400

/////////cryingaloneinmyroom2myself/////////

Mon, 22 Oct 2012 03:21:32 -0400

/////////cryingaloneinmyroom2myself/////////

Weegee, Couple in a Trance

Mon, 22 Oct 2012 01:35:14 -0400

Weegee, Couple in a Trance

why is it that when everythings going wrong and you’re feeling so alone that just letting your...

Mon, 22 Oct 2012 01:32:57 -0400

why is it that when everythings going wrong and you’re feeling so alone that just letting your urges creep up and actually become actions makes you feel like you’re not alone. bulimia is just comfortable. its safe.